The Three Letters of the Third Vision (ca June 2013)

Correspondence given to Katie by Ryan in June of 2013 regarding his reflections on his journey thus far during his third vision, which is in three parts. The first letter from this time reflects on the first part of his journey, which was by far the most lucrative, involving his time with Shannon, Mary, Kelly, Aislynn, and Alaina.

Dear Katie,

I had seen the first part of my journey come to me right before my eyes. In that first vision, I saw the two figures that I saw from that night in May of 2009 telling me to reflect upon these times and to recite what I see to you again. I see great figures and I see great heartbreaks. In the times of trial, I see the things that I learned from that time. I had learned a lot through that time and it has been manifest in my time with you. I see them now moving to the west and they stand behind me. I do not know where they went, but I know that they are with me in spirit. There will never come a day where I will have them back in my life again. They are dead to me and they shall remain that way, but they will be a part of my life forever. I need to look forward, only occasionally looking back to see those smiling faces behind me. They shall look on me and they shall support me, like they have from the first time that I met them and the first vision that lay before me. The two figures that I saw will move behind me and lift me up to see the beauty that lays in my future. I see that they will all remain behind and that they will not move with me. I will not and cannot stay for them at all.

With Love,

Ryan

Correspondence given to Katie by Ryan in June 2013 regarding his reflections on the second part of his journey, which was the time that he spent with Samantha, Miranda, Sarah, Alissa, Sara, and Katie, and was the precursor to the point in which he was in. It was a tumultuous time for him, which is reflected in his thoughts on this letter in particular.

Dear Katie,

I don’t know what to say about the time in the past two years. After the death of the Triddium of the beginning, I was thrust into a situation in which I could not escape from clearly. I thought that I wanted to be a Mormon and I spent time with them too. I went out of that more confused and realized something about the ways in which I was brought up. I don’t know where I belong and I don’t know what I need to do to get out of the rut that I am in. It was you that provided me with a clear path. The people from this part of my journey will end up everywhere, but I know that I cannot return to them. It is not in my destiny because if I was, they would have returned to me already. I am still in college and still close to where they are at, but they did not willingly come to me for guidance. You are in the same boat. You did not and probably are not ever going to come back to me.

I saw the figures from the second vision. It was in that vision that the path to write my book came out to me and was revealed to me. It was perhaps one of the most defining moments of my life and it was the point in time when I knew of my destiny, which is the destiny of all mankind. I shall pass this wisdom to the world and it is through you that I realized that I should set out to become well known. I was more confused at that time and it was the result of mass confusion and trying to discover who I am. I decided at that moment that I would have to set out to make my own destiny, but that path would take me down some more confusion and through the lives of more people that I now once loved. The figures that I saw in my second vision are now with all the people that I loved, watching over them and guiding them to see me for who I truly am. They will certainly come to you and they have shown you of my potential as a human being. These times have brought me to the point that I am at today, further reflecting on my future. You are that cap to the future. The people after you will not match up, but they will hold more potential to enhance that path.

With Love,

Ryan

Correspondence given to Katie by Ryan in June of 2013 regarding reflections on his future and who is yet to come to that point. It is unknown to him as to who it will be and how they will influence him, but he knew that Katie was and will be the capstone to the confusion on that journey. It would be her to make that path to the future clear for him.

Dear Katie,

I want to know about my future. You have shown me the path but I do not yet know where it will lead or who it will lead to. I have seen that my future lays in the east and it is where you are and will reside going into the future. I do not think that you are in it, but I know that you will support me from the front like the people of the past are supporting me from behind. I do not seek to go back, but to look forward to the day when I see the people clothed in the light of the glory of the sun as it rises in the east to rule the day. I know that the people of my future are going to come from the east and that they will reside in the east in the future. Since you are the end, I do not know what comes to me after this. Will this be the end for me? Will it be a new beginning for me? I do not have any knowledge on my future, but I am clearer as to what my destiny in life is. That is thanks to you and to your guidance through this critical transition of my life from the past and into the future. I hope that all people will look to those people in their lives that are like you and like your guidance.

I know that you will continue to silently support me much like how I have been able to support you and to see you through. This is the greatest mystery of our life. I feel like that all of what I know will be challenged by people that I will love going into the future. I will move forward in this journey and to look to the east for guidance. I shall wait for the day when the bride of mine will come in the fullness of glory and cap my journey once and for all. This is truly what I am searching for. I am looking for the true half of me that will come to me and be one with me in mind, body, and spirit. This will be the ultimate fulfillment of my destiny and it is thanks to you that I will set my standards ever higher.

With Love,

Ryan